I'm not feeling very good about this whole job thing. I just get so nervous thinking about it. Is it supposed to take longer than 6 months? Am I totally out of my league here? I should just go to Target, shouldn't I. What am I doing wrong? I'm starting to look at everything out there and think that I need about 6 more years of school. I wish I fit the mold better...
I don't know. Just feeling very down about it all. Wish I was more confident. And qualified. Money is really scaring me again. It's hard to decide if homeowners insurance or school loans are more important to pay. Currently, it's one or the other, not both.
I hope I sold some pieces in the Small Works show. My tiny little motivation spurt a while back didn't even motivate me enough to actually pick up a new embroidery. I really need to get started on it again. I haven't put anything new in the shop since November. But part of me wonders if I am wasting my time on all that since I haven't sold anything new.
God, I hate it when I get stuck inside my head.
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3 comments:
man i hate the not so sure times. everyone gets em, girl. your stuff is cool - that's not an issue. it's just finding where it's supposed to go, and if you keep plugging away you'll get there. you do awesome shit, don't start doubting that!
go go gadget art!
((((tear)))) HA! Man...i love you guys...
You're right. I just get stuck sometimes.
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