WHAT A BITCH.

Creativity is a funny thing. She's a fickle little hussy. Here one minute to seduce you into thinking your the greatest thing since sliced bread, and then gone the next, leaving you with just a scrap of crust. You think you're doing pretty good, traveling along, putting out some good work, and then BLAM! All of a sudden...nothing. You couldn't think of a new idea to save your soul.

This is how I've been feeling lately. It just seems like everythings been done. I look at all of the amazing people out there, who are doing great things, and I just feel sooooo 1998. So....I don't know. Un-freaking-talented. Maybe it's because I'm just now discovering all of these new things and people, and thus their stuff looks all new and fresh to me, but I feel so unsatisified with everything I've tackled lately. Web, house, music, cooking, everything.

I've set a goal for myself that I will have my portfolio done by the time we go to Savannah for Sidewalk Arts/ 5 year college reunion. That's 56 days from tommorrow. We'll see if it happens. I'm thinking of just scrapping everything I've done so far 'cause I'm just not excited about it. My blog is the same way. I want to luurrve it!

Right now, just blech. Blah. Blah. Blah.

UPDATE: 10pm

So, I ask and ye shall recieve, I guess. Shortly after writing this post, I all of a sudden had a burst of good work. Not re-design my portfolio good, but re-do my blog and not fuck it up (yet) good. I also mixed an entire new cd. We'll see what tomorrow brings. Big up to bursts of creativity. Everybody give a great hand clap!